Hmmm.
I think alot, but I dont express myself. Maybe it's because I think there's a no need to, because I don't want to, maybe also coz I don't know how.
I always look back on what I did, and I think if it's worth it. Most of the time I regret, sometimes I don't have an answer. I'm easygoing.
I feel relationships are important. Love, friends or family, it's all the same. They're equally important to me. Thing is I don't express, but I still think of it. I seldom talk to my mom if there's nothing important, but I think about it. About if I should go and chat, about what if things happen and there're might not be another chance, about if our relationship will drift and stuffs.
I know what I want, and I try to work for it. But things I work for, it doesn't turn out the way I wanted. And that's when I start to think if it's worth it anymore.
It's hurting. I think my life is fucked up in a way.
I think life is not about success, grades or being perfect. I think it's about memories, happiness and sacrificing for others. I don't want my life to be perfect. Coz I feel bad things that happen make better memories.
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Alright I'm feeling emo. I don't know what I'm talking. Don't care about it.
It's 3:29 AM already..