helloo!
ahh first week of school is overr, i've been so busy with stuffs. finally i get to relax and slack now on a friday night. i thought i'll be out enjoying myself with friends now, but suddenly everyone have their own stuffs, leaving me alone. oh well, sittin around at home's not that bad soo im alright. lol.
told my manager i cant work on friday nights anymore whee cos i've got school. partly cos i wanna enjoy on fridays laa, plus i have weekly gym sessions with mh and gang too. turns out bad today cos there's no gym and there's no outing. zzz ahh my sacrifices go down the drain, i could be earning some twenty thirty bucks tonight. =(
so actually i intended to sleep early tonight cos it shld be a long day tml. got soccer in the morning, art museum in the afternoon, dinner with famliy and movies with friends at night - all nicely planned. until just now when my mom told me dinner is postponed to sunday and art museum might be cancelled cos some dont wanna go anymore. =( it's sad, i've been looking forward cos there's lots of gathering and all, but everything dont always turns out fine. lol. ah fuck it.
i just feel super frustrated right now. it's like how ppl disappoint you when you are willing to do smth for them. willingness to sleep less, to spend more time/money with them, to rush, to almost everything. but they just say eh next time can and continue with their own stuff leaving you alone. some might not even reply, and leaves you wondering what's next.
it's sad, but it be can't helped. that's how people are, that's how i am too sometimes. we just have to carry on.
okayy so i might as well play my games now cos games dont disappoint.
next time, can?
It's 10:59 PM already..